Never thought he would love me back after all these years :) After all the things I've done to him. 3 years passed by so fast. Met him 3 years ago at Sri Maya when i first came to Kuala Lumpur for summer holidays. It was a normal introduction between us two. Never thought i would be in love with him. Said hi to each other it was cool. we got along pretty easy. Had a crush on him since then but i found out he got a girlfriend :) thinking to myself what a lucky girl she is :) threw the feelings away and just accepted him like a big brother that i always wanted. Couple weeks and months passed by we got really close to each other. He was single for a moment , and that feeling just hit me again. The feeling of loving him more than as a big brother. Things happened and the next thing i knew we were together :) hey i guess my love do come true.I had fun being with him, but i don't really know what happened after a week we broke up.Bummer. Didn't know what i was thinking.I was stupid to let him go at that time. We both moved on afterwards but we remain our relationship as big brother and lill sister. I met a couple of guys , tried to move on. To be honest even though I've been with lots of guys after being with him but he was always there at the corner of my heart. He was never really gone from my heart. I just don't want to admit that he's still there :) suddenly we got really close again, i really thought that was a moment to tell him that i want to be with him . Finally i let my feeling out by telling him that i still love him and wanted to be with him again. He said he needed time to think about it. I gave him time as much time as he needs but the next morning when i open my lap top and logged in to my Facebook went to his wall and saw that he was in a relationship with his ex girlfriend just cuts me really bad :') after telling him that i loved him and suddenly he belongs to her again. I took a deep breath at that time , ignore it, and just smile :) no matter how bad it hurts inside :) after a year , he was single again , and guess what i was single too. We became close AGAIN -.- i loved him , he loved me . it was great eyy ? then something happened. My feelings just changed so fast towards him maybe i was afraid that i would get hurt again like last time , and he was just too busy with his worked.So i started to be friends with Anas, then with just a blinked of an eyes , and BOOM ! im in relationship with Anas. Even thought i was with Anas i will check his Facebook wall and twitter almost every night. I wanted to be with him but i was afraid and chose Anas instead. And now 3 years just passed by and guess what ? we got close again :) i really hope this time it will mean something :) because i truly love him. I don't care what's gonna happen next all i know is i love him and he will always be in my heart till i die :) #FLS
