Ijab Dan Qabul :')

I'm watching this movie on tv3. Nora danish. Still in my bed all curled up with ed in my mom's room. Yea it still hurt :/

Joining my mom watching this movie on tv3 made me shed a tear.. 

How cute is shee (nora danish).. 

She is sick and suppose to die 5 years ago before she get married with him (adi putra).

But she loved him so much. She doesn't wan't to make him feel sad that she's dying slowly. 

After they get married. Few years after she managed to stay alive because of her love for him.he wanted to have a baby so much but she kept saying no without telling him the reason why.

Then he was planning to get married with her best friend just to have a baby. But at the same time he loves her so much.     

At last she found out that her husband was gonna marry her best friend. She ran away from him. 

Then her personal doctor tell him what was wrong with her. Its not because she doesn't wanna have a baby with him. She's has to take lots of pills and pregnancy just wouldn't work out

After he found out about her. He went to look for her at her kampung because it was raya. 

On his way to see her. He got hit by a car. She just couldn't accept the fact her husband died. And she told her mom if she die she wants to be buried next to him. 

When she was reading yassin for her husband with her husband's body right infront of her she also died. 

At the end they were both die and buried next to each other :') 

From that i learned how much a girl can love a boy, but he ... Just doesn't see it till its too late :') 

:'(

Ouch ouch it hurts :'( been under my blankey for hours now. Took my pink pills already...vomited a lill i'm also having back pain.... nanakkk !... It just hurt :'( im literally crying over a period painn. 

I don't like being under my blankey anymore :'( reminds me of him. I would usually talk to him on the phone. 

Urghhh please i don't want this right now.shit it hurts. :'( 

Sayangg sakitt :'( 

Shit ah

Urghhh serious shit it hurts,discomfort in my tummy and lower back, headache, nausea and even vomiting. Ishhhh :'( me no likeyyy. Dah lame tak sakit belakang sebab period cramp.  

Looks like i'm gonna be in bed all day. All curled up like a ball under my blankey with ed..., :'(  

chain is on your door..i understand.. FLS

i'm so glad you made time to see me
how's life ? tell me how's your family
I haven't seen you in a while
you've been good, busier then ever
we small talk, work and the weather
your guard is up and I know why

this is me swallowing my pride
standing in front of you saying i'm sorry for that night
and i'd go back to August ,turn around and make it all right
i'd go back to August all the time

these days I haven't sleeping
staying up playing back myself leaving you alone in Pavi
when all I wanted to do at the time was hug you so tight
you gave me all your love and all I gave you was shit
im sorry

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, your lill teeth that I adore so much
so good to me, so right
and how you held me in your arms those days
maybe this is wishful thinking
probably mindless dreaming
if we loved again I swear i'd love you right

i'd go back in time and change it but I can't
so if the chain is on your door. I understand ... #FLS

your love made me blind

Never thought I'd say
Wish I didn't love you ever since the first date
when you got close my heart would just stop
thought you and me together would end up on top
you change me for better for worse
I know I was caught up always put you first
I never once though you would be trifling
but I was blinded

I was like ohh
never wanna let you go
I was open before
but now I know ..
love made me blind so I couldn't see
all the lies you told
were right in front of me
since love made me blind
you made a fool of me
you made it look so perfect
when it wasn't meant to be
your love made me blind

I gave all of my trust
didn't think being faithful was asking to much but
i'm good that I know now
I was fooled but fate let me see how
they say every tear has it's reasons
every smile has it's own season
never once thought you'd be trifling
but I was blinded

I'd be in a movie by now

If we were still together. 

I would be with him right now :(

Watching movies in his arms :( 

Wish he could see it

He says that i will be happier without him. 

Meeting other guys in PLKN or in College.Meeting guy that are better looking than him.He just doesn't see it in me.haha.

Love him so much.i don't need a guy with a Ferrari to drive me around KL day and night to make me happy. 

I don't need a guy with a private jet to fly me around the world to make me happy

I don't need the sexiest men alive to be my boyfriend to make me happy. 

All i need is him walking beside me around our neighborhood and talking. 

 

To make me the happiest girl alive.  

And i'm not just saying that.yes, i can tell you 99% of girl on earth would love to have the Ferrari the private jet the sexiest boyfriend alive.I would too

But i'm willing to trade all of that stuff just for one guy. For you. I hope one day you'll see it. I just need you besides me holding my tiny hands.I love u