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3 years passed

Never thought he would love me back after all these years :) After all the things I've done to him. 3 years passed by so fast. Met him 3 years ago at Sri Maya when i first came to Kuala Lumpur for summer holidays. It was a normal introduction between us two. Never thought i would be in love with him. Said hi to each other it was cool. we got along pretty easy. Had a crush on him since then but i found out he got a girlfriend :) thinking to myself what a lucky girl she is :) threw the feelings away and just accepted him like a big brother that i always wanted. Couple weeks and months passed by we got really close to each other. He was single for a moment , and that feeling just hit me again. The feeling of loving him more than as a big brother. Things happened and the next thing i knew we were together :) hey i guess my love do come true.I had fun being with him, but i don't really know what happened after a week we broke up.Bummer. Didn't know what i was thinking.I was stupid to let him go at that time. We both moved on afterwards but we remain our relationship as big brother and lill sister. I met a couple of guys , tried to move on. To be honest even though I've been with lots of guys after being with him but he was always there at the corner of my heart. He was never really gone from my heart. I just don't want to admit that he's still there :) suddenly we got really close again, i really thought that was a moment to tell him that i want to be with him . Finally i let my feeling out by telling him that i still love him and wanted to be with him again. He said he needed time to think about it. I gave him time as much time as he needs but the next morning when i open my lap top and logged in to my Facebook went to his wall and saw that he was in a relationship with his ex girlfriend just cuts me really bad :') after telling him that i loved him and suddenly he belongs to her again. I took a deep breath at that time , ignore it, and just smile :) no matter how bad it hurts inside :) after a year , he was single again , and guess what i was single too. We became close AGAIN -.- i loved him , he loved me . it was great eyy ? then something happened. My feelings just changed so fast towards him maybe i was afraid that i would get hurt again like last time , and he was just too busy with his worked.So i started to be friends with Anas, then with just a blinked of an eyes , and BOOM ! im in relationship with Anas. Even thought i was with Anas i will check his Facebook wall and twitter almost every night. I wanted to be with him but i was afraid and chose Anas instead. And now 3 years just passed by and guess what ? we got close again :) i really hope this time it will mean something :) because i truly love him. I don't care what's gonna happen next all i know is i love him and he will always be in my heart till i die :) #FLS

Worse Feeling

why must the "lonely" feeling exist in this world ? it's one of the worse feeling. And that is how i feel right now Lonely :) Sometimes being lonely is nice , but sometimes it hurts you. I guess to some extent I get used to being alone. I get used to not expecting phone calls and having nothing to do at night. I don't expect to turn around to open arms any longer. The small sound of him, have been replace by silence. My thought echo through my head, with no one to share them with. All in all, being alone isn't terrible , it just hurts like hell. .

Pitbull in KL

It was One of a hell of a Concert at sunway last night ! It was supposed to start at 8 but it started raining so we were waiting for Pitbull to come out through the heavy rain. We were literally Soaking Wet !But we stayed anyways for pitbull :)

Rain finally stopped at 9 pm now we're ready to PARTY ! trust me malaysian people know how to party hard ! I was with the party zone and i was fucking crazy ! people all around just can't stop jumping up and down , can't stop dancing and screaming !

People were really close to each other!so i guess we have to SCREAM , DANCE and JUMP together at the same time :p 

I had my crazy friends with me along , Naim , Imy and Azmie to get wild :D

Trust me they were Crazy especially Naim !

It was fun dancing in the rain ! with our shirt Soaking wet ! haha

They are the best party animals !

Seriously last night was one of the best night i had in my life with my awesome crazy friend ! Pitbull was awesome ! he is the Mr Worldwide and Mr 305 ! Its a night i will never forget in my entire life !

Pika and Ira Jogg In BA :)

Pika and Ira stopped by yesterday in Bukit Antarabangsa to jogg yesterday :)

It was fun goin up and down  the hill from my house but as always its tiring :)

But Ira had some trouble yesterday , she can't really keep up with us because she wasn't

feeling well. So we had to stop a couple times , but don't worry she made it because Pika and I

had to dragged her. Then when we reached home we and watched Dance Flick*my fav movie.

Pika and Ira was literally laughing their ass off watching that movie so that was fun.

Then we went to Imy's house because i had to get ready to go to Pitbull Concert.

So al we did at Imy's house was watching Gossip Girl :p hehe non stop then Imy's dad took us for a lunch at Diva , Puncak Setiawangsa :)

It was an awesome short day with Pika :)

9.11.11

To be honest , i never actually imagine that we could ever be together (: I mean before this Im not even close to him but yes we do know each other. I do have a little crush on him when i first saw him , but i kept it all to myself

I mean come on .. he's like 187 cm . You figure that all by your self kay. He's tall aite ? so at that time I was thinking "ouh c'mon im small .. he would probably think im just a lill kid".But then i found out that he actually had crush on me too. OKAY at that time i was like literally jumping up and down ! HAHA

Then we're started texting , got to know about him a little bit more. And I gotta say he has a big heart :) and he's such a sweetheart for a really a big guy like him HEHE :D

We became a little bit closer and I was like really in love with him and kept wishing he will be mine someday.
And who knew he is mine now :) I still can't believe it, this is all good to be true ;)

I really love him with all my heart , even though Im really close to alot of guy out there , but my love to him is different.I just hope we will be together for a long period of time :) love you Nayang :*

New Glasses

I've been wearing glasses since i was 4 years old till now but i just haven't wearing it for awhile. But today i got a new one and god damn it this world is beautiful i can see everything clearly :P