Lost

I feel like Im lost between them . I was prefect with him and he HAD to come in the picture didn't he ? hmm
I don't know what Im doing rite now , but whatever Im doing rite now is WRONG. I was fine and happy with him , he helped go through every trouble that i had , he helped me stop crying , he was always there for me , but i wasn't thinking to go more further with him again.

Then, HE had to come along , Im not saying its a bad thing that he's in the picture now , its actually great because i miss him so much and his love. But since he came in the picture , I seems to be forget about the important one , the one that makes me happy.

I stop texting the one , it feels wrong , I feel like Im being so selfish to him, here it goes again , stuck in the same situation again again and again. the truth is i just love them both exually . But I just can't choose between them and apprently now im STUCK in the middle. And my head is spinning around.

-.-

Long Day -_-

Today , WoW i don't know where to begin haha. I was supposed to wake up at 6.30 this morning cuz Nasrin and I wanted to go for a jogg , I think everyone knows that Im really bad at waking up early , so i asked for a little help from Fadhil. I told him to wake me up at 6.40 ish. He did a waking up call but i didn't answer it .

The next i thing i know , that when i opened my eyes in the morning Nasrin was next to me haha so yeahh ,
we did go for a jogg around my house , then we had to change really quick cuz we were also planning to go buy some stuff for New Zealand with both of our parents

Blah Blah Blah Stuff happened Blah Blah Blah uh uh uh guess what i got a new pillow for New Zealand haha.
Then this guy called Shafwanul said he saw me at SOGO today , haha people if you see me outside of facebook just come and say hi to me don't be shy :)

Then went home Blah Blah Blah had a family afternoon tea Blah Blah Blah and a new addition to our family we got 2 more persian kitten called Holicks and Milo ;)

Dance Floor

This is where I let my feelings out

.

Some people cry to get their feelings out ,

some people scream ,

some people sing ,

But I Dance ! 

Enrique Iglesias - Tonight , Dirty Dancer

I am Offially in love with him and his songs :)

54th Merdeka

54th Merdeka ! I am proud to be Malaysian , even though sometimes i said i wish i hadn't come back here from Dubai but the truth is I love Malaysia. It makes me proud when people asked where im from , and when i said im from Malaysia they would say "ouhh Malaysia Truely Asia" haha *never gets old to me.
to everyone out there yes I am Malaysia and I am also proud to be one :)

Satu Malaysia , Malaysia truely Asia .

Danial Uwais Qhalish

(Left)

Happy 16th Birthday buddy ! I can't believe you're 16 , i mean OMG , time flew by so damn fast. WoW i guess you're really lucky it's your birthday today cause it's also Eid Mubarak and tommorow is our National Day.

Full package much Qhalish ? haha im just joking :) hope you'll have a really nice birthday and Happy Sweet 16 ! hahha. And don't forget me buddy , as always any problem with family , friends etc you know what to do aite ? just call me :) i will always be there for ya !

We've been close friends for about a year now and i hope it will stay that way forever . By the way don't worry about your present , i'll buy a special one from New Zealand kay ;) And remember i will always be your chipmunk :)

Happy sweet 16 :*

Happy Eid Mubarak

Happy Eid Mubarak to all muslims out there :)

forgive me if i did anything wrong or hurtful.

trust me i didn't mean it.

Im asking for your forgiveness from the top of my fair till the tip of my toe

I just love the sound of takbir in the morning of Eid in Malaysia