All i wanted

All i wanted was him

All i wanted was to see him 

All i wanted was to hold his big hands 

All i wanted was to hug and squish him 

All i wanted was him to kiss my cheek 

All i wanted was him to kiss my head 

Before this i can do all those things once or twice a month and I'm fine with it. 

Its sad to know i can never have all of that anymore :') 

Its okay as long as he's happy

If being without me makes him more happy.

I'm willing to be the broken hearted girl for him.