Enjoy while it last

All i can do now is just put the fake smile on my face.pretend im A okAy with just being friends with him. Pretend infront of everyone. Especially infront of my family and him. 

After spm if nothing's change between us.im sure his decision was final. And nothing will change his feelings towards me. i dont think i can bare it any longer. 

This time mama said i have to go alone.

No worries i already have a place to stay over there.