Please lepas SPM or lepas trial

Ya Allah i can honestly say ida sakit. Ida tak tahan dah.. Ida nak pergi hospital tapi ida trial. Kalau ida bagitau mama ida kene tahan wad. Ida tak nak ya Allah atleast lepas trial.mama dah tegur muka ida pucat gile.

Sebab ida tak nak risau kan die. Everytime i want to go out of my room i would pun on natural blusher n pink lip bum on. So mama tak hantar ida hospital at the mean time

Tapi ida sorang je rase sakit ni. Seksanyaa ida nak makan but i can't :'(

Ya Allah ida nak trial pun mengigil nak tulis sakit :'( i knw i'm going to fail my trial. 

Please let me tahan for these 2 weeks. 

Lepas trial atleast kalau nak pass out pun.

 

Ida sakit mengadu ngan Allah je and imaginary Debok.how i wish i can tell faiq about it :'( Ya Allah please please please let me through my trial....